So, I have not been on blogger in WEEKS! I thought I would catch you up and then get caught up on reading all of the blogs I follow.
First I did not feel like writing (or doing much of anything) because my "reunion" with my sweetheart from my teenage years CRASHED and BURNED! Not because of anything of MY doing - things were going really well, then he just freaked out one day! It was Memorial Day Weekend, we got in a enormous monster of a fight, and called it quits right then and there.
At first I was so upset! Devestated really. I've loved him for about 10 YEARS. I dated another guy, my ex-boyfriend S, for all of college (about 4 years and some change) and still loved this old flame the whole time. When I was away at college, living in the dorms, I would think about him a lot, even though I had a boyfriend. I guess you just never forget your first love. I so much wanted things to work out this time around. But, I am OK! More than just OK. Seriously. The first ten days were the worst...and I think that goes for almost any breakup. After the first ten days, you start to feel better.
Now, I'm fine! If he does not want to be w/ me, that's his loss and it's too bad for HIM! I've been back to doing the things I enjoy...going out, going to the gym...This is me and my darling A on the river a few weeks ago. What would I do w/out her?!

This weekend we are hosting a Bachelorette Party/Lingerie Shower for one of my dearest friends, so I am excited for that! Hopefully this one should go as planned. Last week we were having a baby shower for another friend and it did NOT go as planned. She didn't show up at work that day, turns out, she was going to the hospital to deliver! So she missed her shower entirely and we went to the hospital to give her the gifts and see her new baby. Even though the shower didn't go as planned, her baby was really the excitment of the week last week!
I won't lie and say I have not had a few minutes of self-pity because ALL my friends are getting married and having babies. Everyone BUT me! It's been a little bit difficult to be around all this wedding stuff (I'm a bridesmaid in a wedding later this month) w/ my breakup, but I'm fine. I'll post pics from the shower when I blog again - it should be a good time. Now, if I can only find the perfect thing to wear...
Hope everyone has a fabulous weekend! I can't wait to get caught up on all of your blogs.
XOXO
Gamecock Queen